I'm still thinking , but i can't let go .

It's hard .

I want back my carefree life .

And not stuck in this world of thinking of other things .

Should I , or should i not ?

Thinking .

Two days mc , din went for band .

and this is what happens ,

why must things always happen when there is no seniors ?

it's time for you guys to wake up

dont be too dependent on us

you guys will only get yourself into trouble like what happen today

hope you people will reflect about

if not , i have nothing else to say

everything was well until i saw him again

saw him , feelings came back ...

the feelings is still there .

ever since december last year , i kept thinking of the memories we had

should not have intiated the break ,

why must there always be problems when i am in a relationship ?

whywhywhy ?

it hurts .

almost got depression the other time ,

i just dont want you to suffer , that's why i wanted to break .

it's not easy letting go of the relationship alrights ?

i know you hate me alot ,

broke with you , but did not tell you the reason .

is because i dont want you to worry so much ,

and i choose to keep it to myself .

everyday , memories keeps coming back ,

i cant even concentrate in school ,

i dont know how .

each time i see you , i'll feel sad alrights .

i'm sorry .